Friday, August 28, 2009 ♥
Ytd&tday i was freaking lonely n emo,
ii cnt even my bro, dun knw where the hell he go,
i left you only, dun leave me alone, i very lonely le, u ignore or avoid me ii was damn sad, im sorry if i make u mad or wad....
why cnt ppl understand my feelings, feel so hopeless, lonely, loner, useless, wad can i do, who can tell me who ??????
i knw how you feel now, but i will wait for you, even i in the army i oso still love you,
can someone tel me wad can i do now to make her smile & happy again
Eugene was all the long very upset, lonely, sadded............ :'(
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WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, BT I WILL STILL WAIT FOR YOU, EVEN I IN THE ARMY I WILL STILL LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU DEEPLY IN MY HEART, IDK WHEN CAN I BE WITH YOU AGAIN, I KNOW STILL NEED TO WAIT VERY VERY LONG.
IF WE TOGTHER I WUN DISTURB YR STUDIES, I OSO WANT YOU TO PASS GREAT RESULTS, I WANT TO GO PLOY I KNW IS HARD TO GO IN, SURE NO CHANCE ONE.
MY HEART EVERYDAY BLEEDS WAITING FOR YOU TO HEAL IT!!!
HOPE U READ LE DUN ANGRY OR MOODY.
I TRUELY LOVE YOU ALOT, WHEN CAN I BE WITH YOU.
I MISS OUR HAPPY MOMENTS ALOT, I WILL CRIED WITHOUT YOU, WITHOUT YOU I FELT VERY LONELY
WHEN WILL THE DAY COME?
YOU ARE MY FOREVER, EVER , HEAVEN
Monday, August 24, 2009 ♥
Tday morning nv go sch, early in the morning wake up going for army check up, haix
bt i knw some new friends when doing the check up,
can say very ma fan la bt quite fun la, they drew out my blood nt pain leh i cnt feel any pain, haix
all together gt 9 stations last one more sianz dun knw do wad IQ test can only say SIANZ..........
next year confirm go in liao, bro u see this read man they drew out blood really nt pain la jus relax hahas next mth yr turn to go check up gd luck to u hahas tc...
Eugene today go for ARMY check up !!!!!!!!
Friday, August 21, 2009 ♥
Ytd very bad thing happen to me during the scan.
ytd ard 6.30pm i go the SGH to do my scanning on my stomach, ard 7pm i go in the nurse put the plug on my hands it hurts bt awhile okay stay strong, my turn to go in le den i lay on the bed den gt 1 doctor n 2 nurse help me, they put dun knw wad thing on the plug when i go scan my whole body was damn hot n feel like vomiting, aft the scan i very dizzy den i slowly walk to remove the plug on my hands, 5mins later my whole body alot of rashes n super itchy until i react like wad idk really very very painful, first my back pain den become my chest pain den they straight away send me to A&E.
I cnt tahan keep move there move here den they push me in the room, injection me let me claim down, check my heart rate, my blood pressure n put oxygen for me, put another plug on my right hand & i finally claim down bt they say i have to stay 1 night at the hospital observtion ward. they took 4 times of my blood, right arm no blood so take left arm no blood again, den took ard my hands very pain bt i claim dwn, ard midnight i keep on vomiting n in pain i call the doctor they inject me again n i claiim down go to slp, in the morning they took my blood test again nw my hands & arm swollom haix, tday i going to discharge le they check me okay den remove the plug on my hands very painfull bt i tahan bleed quite alot, bt nw i at home le, resting .
i dun want to go back again
ytd ard 6.30pm i go the SGH to do my scanning on my stomach, ard 7pm i go in the nurse put the plug on my hands it hurts bt awhile okay stay strong, my turn to go in le den i lay on the bed den gt 1 doctor n 2 nurse help me, they put dun knw wad thing on the plug when i go scan my whole body was damn hot n feel like vomiting, aft the scan i very dizzy den i slowly walk to remove the plug on my hands, 5mins later my whole body alot of rashes n super itchy until i react like wad idk really very very painful, first my back pain den become my chest pain den they straight away send me to A&E.
I cnt tahan keep move there move here den they push me in the room, injection me let me claim down, check my heart rate, my blood pressure n put oxygen for me, put another plug on my right hand & i finally claim down bt they say i have to stay 1 night at the hospital observtion ward. they took 4 times of my blood, right arm no blood so take left arm no blood again, den took ard my hands very pain bt i claim dwn, ard midnight i keep on vomiting n in pain i call the doctor they inject me again n i claiim down go to slp, in the morning they took my blood test again nw my hands & arm swollom haix, tday i going to discharge le they check me okay den remove the plug on my hands very painfull bt i tahan bleed quite alot, bt nw i at home le, resting .
i dun want to go back again
Eugene was hurting & painfull in the A&E
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ♥
haix tday i sick again, stiches still pain again bt still have to tahan.
nw i very lonely, I sms,call or wad my bro rather off phone or nv respone me, i wanted to ask him something since ytd until nw havent on phone, haix, wad cn i do???
minjing, i now very lonely you knw, dun ignore me le, u ignore me, i more sad no ppl tok to me, i wan to tok wif my bro end up off phone or slping, haiz. i jus wan to ask him sat free bo.
dun knw when did his attachment finish idk.
we long time never swimming,basketball,going out, drink wine or beer n more,
when can we go together again,
jing if u see tis please dun ignore or angry wif me
EUGENE IS A LONER NOW
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ♥
haiz dun knw when is my scanning, if my scan say not
good i still need to operation again dun knw tis time cn
survice ma, hope nth happen
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RESTING EVERYDAY
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tis few days i thinking alot of things
bt my stiches still very painful no painkiller,
MIN JING, if u see this message pls knw my heart is thinking of,
I knw u will every lonely kk, i oso same as u, when my bro have attachment we seldom, sms, msn,chat on phone, go out like siao guy, never, we have being very long nv go out liao bt i still tahan i knw my bro oso dun knw, if he see tis i hope he will knw,
YOU ARE NOT LONELY U STILL HAVE ME, ALTHOUGHT U BREAK UP WIF ME I WAS
VERY SAD BT I STILL STAY LIKE TAT, I KNW U DUN LOVE ME ANYMORE BT I WILL
STILL WAIT FOR YOU EVEN MY BRO CN DO WITNESS, I WILL NV PANG SEH YOU OR
ANYONE, I KNW LOVE IS FAKE FOR YOU, BT I TRUST IN YOU, I CN MAKE U BELIEVE
LOVE IS NOT FAKE
i stil wait wait wait wait wait until u accpet me again, min jing i knw u dun love me anyone bt still cn slowly have feelings on me,
i really still love you very much, i will wait for you de MIN JING i seriously hate yr ex alot kk, i mean it, I HATE TIS BLOODY MOUTH N FACE make me feel like cook curry n throw away.
I REALLY FED UP WHEN HE PLAY YOUR FEELINGS KK.
min jing, YOU ARE MY BEST EVER STEAD & GIRLFRIEND I HAVE, I REALLY HOPE I CAN BE WIF U AGAIN, I WANTED TO TELL YOU LAST FRI BT I ON MC, I LOVE YOU
I REALLY HOPE U DUN FED UP WITH ME
Idk will cn i remove my stiches....................
i jus want to be alone
Eugene was very lonely all they long without her x(
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srx for late posting.
last thurs aft sch i went to see ployclinic, waitied for so long is my turn le,
den the doctor dun knw wads wrong, den send me to A&E i go , waiting for so long my turn 3 doctor see me they still dun knw wads wrong, den they take my blood test, 1hrs den knw.
1 hr le my turn, gt 2 specialist see me wah they dig my bellydrum until bleeding den the doctor say oper tday, i dun wan actually bt no choice i have to go, aft tat i have no mood wanted to sms min jing bt scare she wun reply me, so i sms samantha n my bro tel them i go operation le,
u knw wad they do, i was awake when they op me, 6 injection on my stomach, tat was my first time in one go, it really hurts, hope she was there with me bt no n i imagine she was beside me. i pain until i shouted her name out
i cn feel they cut off the pulse n stiches my stomach bleed alot bt ltr very painful when i going hm, i reach hm on com awhile, aft tat go slp liao, cnt tahan the pain
nth to say liao bb
Thursday, August 6, 2009 ♥
Tday at home so sianz nth to do, nv go sch for 1 week doctor ask me to rest at home, morning wake up bathe, brush teeth, wash face, eat breakfast den eat medicine haiz, bored sia,
tml all the tv programme nt nice to watch, wad to do slp lo, slp whole day.
whole day stay at home cannot go out, MC for 1 week, miss someone,
ard evening i going to bathe i take out my plaster i saw BLOOD at my wound there, dun knw wad happened,
nth to say liao gdnitex
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥
Ytd, my stomach pain again, so i went to see the doctor,
doctor say i gt stomach infection quite serious so he ask my mum whether wan me to go for op or eat medicine first den my mum say take medicine first bt still no use, it will stil come again, i dun knw should i go for OP ma.
mys wishes havent come true i really hope she with me, support me, care me, by my side,
i scare i might nt see her again,
hope i cn be with her again....
nw i have nth to writex nw. my stomach hurts alot i go rest nw.
hope my wishes come true before i going for op
Sunday, August 2, 2009 ♥
Ytd, morning i have no mood,
afternoon i when to my grandma hse n see my grandfather, he keep vomiting n pain everywhere haiz, watch tv n slp, at nite i when to see doctor, idk wad happen to my stomach, doctor say i get stomach infection still gt blood if nt okay need to go X-ray.
If i listen to her, tis will nt be happen, i REGRETTING doing it.
REGRETTING LOSING HER, IS MY BIGGEST LOST,
I WILLING TO CHANGE HOPE U CN KNW,
I HOPE I CAN HOLD YOUR HANDS AGAIN,
WILL YOU FORGIVE ME WAD I DONE,
HOPE U CAN GIVE ANOTHER CHANCE, I WILL TREASURE YOU
ALWAYS IN MY MIND
Eugene ♥
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